Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Fun Affirmation



So I just finished a tour and have a few minutes before giving another tour and wanted to share a bit about what just happened. I have been having a terrible time getting out of tours on time because my crowd is generally older and almost always much more curious and inquisitive. So I am getting a lot more questions, and interesting questions too. On this last tour I had a lot of more personal questions in regard to what I am doing and what I will be doing when I leave here. That resulted in one man staying behind after to tell me that he has lots of connections with the Kentucky state park system. He gave me his information and told me that if the federal position doesn't come through I should call him to see if I could get an interpretive position at the state level. That was interesting!

I also had another lady tell me that it was the best tour or program she had ever been on. That definitely helps make me feel good about what I am doing! I have received several such comments over the course of the summer, which certainly seems to affirm that I am doing something that I do well.

I also received a visitor comment form yesterday which contained this comment...

"Garrett gave us such an inspiration to live life to its fullest for whatever time God has given us on this earth."

That really made me smile. =) I do not ever mention God on the entire tour and do nothing to overtly talk about the bible, John 10:10, living life to the full, or anything like that. However the message does permeate my tour, especially my conclusion. And it was really exciting to read how much of an impact that had on someone. yay!

Friday, September 11, 2009

What Does it Mean to be Free?



A few days ago the date was 9-09-09, a fun date to write, but one that didn’t hold particular significance for most of us. A much more meaningful date in September occurred exactly eight years ago today. Significant not for the date itself, but rather for events that unfolded that September morning and even more so, for what has followed in the eight years since that date, September 11, 2001 is a date that most of us will long remember and a date that will forever mark a turning point in this country we call home. Or will it?…

Some of you have received an email from me every September 11 for the last seven years, upon each anniversary of that date that will forever live in infamy. For others, you have not received such an email until today as you are newer acquaintances, only recently joining the fold of those who receive my email reflections. There are certain dates upon which I feel compelled to take a few minutes to record some of my thoughts regarding the significance of historical events and their bearing upon our lives. Today is such a day.

But my thoughts today differ dramatically from some of the things that I have written in the past. Historically my reflections have primarily been upon honoring those who lost their lives on September 11 and taking action ourselves to make this world a better place. That is again the tone of this email, but the vehicle that I use may take some of you by surprise.

My life has changed dramatically in the past year. And as a result I have a different perspective than I have had in years prior. Yes we need to remember those who lost their lives. Yes we need to honor those who gave their lives as firefighters, police officers, and other rescue personnel that day.  Yes we need to commemorate those who have given their lives since in defense of our freedom. But I cannot sit idly by and not ask the question that is staring all of us in the face as we do so—What exactly have they died for? Freedom to do… What?

We speak of ambiguous ideals of freedom, but is that really what we are representing in this country? I am proud to be an American and I consider myself blessed to have the opportunity to live in this country, but I also view that blessing as an obligation to use the wealth and resources that we have to better the world that we live in. And sadly, that is not the legacy that we have been leaving. 

We have the freedom to prosper, but the responsibility that comes with prosperity doesn’t seem to exist. I have read some numbers and statistics recently that greatly disturb me and have given me serious pause. Did you know that the richest 1 percent of Americans receive 15% of the nation’s annual income?  In the last twenty years the share of wealth of the rich elite in this country has increased by nearly 90%. Even more disturbing than this general number are the numbers concerning big business. In 1960 the ratio of the salary of the average CEO to the average American worker (after taxes) was 12:1. In 2003 that ratio was 301:1.  That is absolutely obscene. The poorest 20% in this country have had a negligible increase in wealth or position in the last fifty years while the upper 20% have amassed more and more wealth and resources. And those resources are being used for absolutely frivolous and counter-productive pursuits.

We have the influence and resources in this country to radically change the world. And yet we do not do so. Instead we pour those resources into our own selfish dreams and into an elaborate security system intended to protect our amassed wealth.

Our military budget is absolutely obscene. By 2006 the US military budget was larger than the next 25 nations combined. That money could be used to do so much good, and instead we use it to “secure” ourselves. And yet the terrorist threats continue to rise. When does it stop? When do we say we have enough? Historically…. We don’t. During the cold war the US and the Soviet Union amassed more than 70,000 nuclear warheads. It is estimated that since 1940 the United States has spent 5.48 trillion dollars developing nuclear weapons and the systems by which we can deliver them. And we have spent even more producing those weapons. And for what purpose?

Did you know that we had 450 Minuteman II missiles is silos in the Midwest poised for launch at the Soviet Union for more than thirty years? Many of those weapons and the silos that housed them have recently been decommissioned, but we still have more than 150 minuteman III missiles in the same region just in case. And now the US spends $100 million per day to keep such weapons poised and ready for a preemptive strike. Is that really necessary? Is that where are money, effort, and resources should be going?

But it isn’t just our own defense that causes us to produce weapons. We also produce them for the purpose of selling them to the rest of the world. Today the US produces 53.4% of the world’s weapons. In 1999 the US weapons industry supplied arms to 92% of the conflicts in process anywhere on the planet. Today that percentage is even higher. That includes many of the conflicts in Africa such as the war in Northern Uganda that Invisible Children has done so much to call to our attention. What is wrong with us? Do we have any since of morality or decency?

Rather than helping these nations to survive we sell them weapons to destroy themselves. Between 1998-2001 the US, Great Britain, and France earned more money as a result of selling weapons to developing countries than they gave those countries in aid. That is simply ridiculous!

It is those kind of numbers and those kind of facts that weigh on me so heavily today. And I can’t help but wonder what it is that this country truly represents. Yes we have done some wonderful things, but what legacy are we truly leaving? We consume far more than we should, we are destroying the planet, and we are destroying the people that inhabit it, all for our own selfish pursuit of what we think to be happiness.

And most of us completely miss the point of what life could and should be. I have spent the summer living and working in one of our nation’s National Parks. I can think of little that I would rather be doing. The National Park system has been called America’s Best Idea. I submit that such a claim is absolutely correct. The ideas of preservation, conservation, and inherent and intrinsic value that lie behind the national park idea represent a radically different mindset than the prevailing one in this country. On September 27 Ken Burns’ new documentary on the parks will premiere on PBS. It will be released on DVD on October 6. Watch it. I have a feeling that it will represent these values very well, and we would do well to heed the message that lies behind these values.

We need to fight for something worth fighting for. Not for the power to rape and pillage, but rather the responsibility to manage and take care of this world and its people. We are more than we have become.

And those of us that claim to be followers of Jesus have done little better, if not actually worse than anyone else. We focus on maintaining a system of “right belief” and largely ignore the much more significant issues of social justice, sitting apathetically by as participants in the theo-capitalist system that this nation has come to represent. I could go on about this for some time, but I think I will instead let Brian McLaren sum it up in two very simple statements.

First of all, “Jesus does not prescribe hell to those who refuse to accept the message of justification by grace through faith, or to those who are predestined for perdition, or to those who don’t express faith in a favored atonement theory by accepting Jesus as their ‘personal savior.’ Rather, hell—literal or figurative—is for the rich and comfortable who proceed on their way without concern for their poor neighbor day after day” (Everything must change, 208). 

Sound like us? Earlier in the book McLaren also writes that this world and our nation will not change until, “instead of pursuing our own selfish dreams—whether they are individual, ethnic, religious, political, economic, or national—we seek for God’s dream for creation to come true, and we are restored to our place in God’s sacred ecosystem” (Everything must change, 132).

We are not fulfilling our purpose. And we are most certainly not representing the values that Christ stood for. It is not about believing the right things. It is about what we do with the time that is given to us, and how we treat our fellow human beings and the world we live in. We must let go of ourselves and find our identity in a higher cause if there is to be any hope of significant or lasting change.

I have not attended a church service since the beginning of May. That is a marked change for me. It has been very interesting to live in a national park and to not attend an institutional church. I have missed it, but at the same time, I have connected with God and been spiritually renewed in much much more powerful and significant ways.

John Muir once said that, “The more the hills and groves are cut down and hewn into cathedrals ad churches, the further off and dimmer seems the lord.” Those words powerfully echo in a world where we have lost much of the grandeur and wonder that once inhabited these lands.

I woke up this morning in the back of my truck looking out at Chimney Rock in what was once the prairie of Nebraska. Surrounded by the prairie land no more, the rock still stands as testimony to a land that once was, where people risked all to travel across the frontier in pursuit of a better way of life.

Perhaps today we need to embark on a similar expedition, only this time, instead of crossing the land in pursuit of a new place to live, we should rather cross the frontier of who we are in pursuit of a new way of living. Rather than using 9/11 as a catalyst for our “war on terror” perhaps we would do better to rethink the meaning behind those actions, to recognize what we are doing wrong, and to let it be the progenitor or a new way of living.  If we are willing to take the journey we may well find, like John Muir did when he viewed the natural beauty that surrounded him that, “new beauty meets us at every step in all our wonderings.” And there is nothing more valuable than the pursuit of truth and beauty.

That is a legacy worth living for.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

The Call of the Wild



Life has definitely changed at Wind Cave! We are only doing 8 tours a day now (down from 27!) and they are all natural entrance tours. Everything else is shut down. Scott departed today meaning that there are but a handful of rangers left from the group that started the summer. I am also finding it harder to get out of the tour on time because the groups are consisting of a lot more older people (who can come to a national park in the middle of the week in September) who like to walk a lot slower. Combine that with a much greater interest and a lot more questions and it is becoming very challenging to get out of the cave on time! 

I have succeeded in catching three of my mice roommates (one by hand and two in traps) and for now any others seem to have gone "underground" and are not leaving evidence of their existence. I very much hope it stays that way!

I did make a couple of significant decisions in regard to potential employment for the winter. I decided not to apply for the lighting crew here at Wind Cave. I really want to do interpretation and if I can't get a job doing that I would rather take advantage of the chance to come home and do some other things instead. 

I also decided to go ahead and apply for the interp position at Jewel Cave for the winter. I wasn't going to, but it would allow me to stay in the area, make moving a great deal easier because I could just leave things here and would only have to deal with the stuff that is actually in the house in Oroville, and it is my best chance of actually getting a job. I do have several advantages when it comes to that position so it might me that that is my best chance of something working out. I have yet to hear anything more from death valley and have received no other positive response from any other park as of yet. So still waiting!

The most significant news for the moment is that the elk have officially entered into the rut, which means the bulls are bugling. Last night was our first elk program of the season. I went along, saw how it was done, and got to hear the elk out on the prairie. It is a really fun program! I will be leading that program next week. :) I am very excited about that! 

After hearing the elk last night I decided to get up early this morning and hike out before sunrise to see what I could find. Well.... I found a lot! I came across one bull on the trail and since I was upwind I was able to get about 150 yards away before he even looked in my direction. I froze and he eventually decided to ignore me and then bugled right in front of me. Very exciting! I tried to get around to get a better angle for a picture and he decided it was time to leave. He didn't run, but did move away from me. I climbed a ridge in an attempt to find where he went and actually discovered two other bulls and about 20 cows. I followed them, which in turn led me to a huge group. I was not able to get closer than about 500 yards to that group, but I got a good look at them with the binoculars! There were two large bulls, several yearlings, and at least 100 cows in that group. And both males bugled several times, which was answered by more bulls in the forest behind me. It was a powerful experience!

I was very keenly reminded of the power of rejuvenation and of life this morning. Nothing imparts the value of life so effectively as the temple of nature. I am reminded of the words of John Muir and William Wordsworth...

“A single say in so divine an atmosphere of beauty and love would be well worth living for.” –John Muir

“One impulse from a vernal wood, Will teach you more of man, Of moral evil and of good, Than all the sages can.” –William Wordsworth

It was a splendid way to begin 09/09/09! (even though I had to get up before the sun!) I definitely want to go out and do something similar again, but the next few days will be consumed with other adventure as I travel to Estes Park for the Highland Games!

Alba Gu Bra!   (Scotland Forever)

Friday, September 4, 2009

Fire in the Park!



Time for another update from the wonderful wild cave! Things are definitely changing around here! We have gone from taking about 1000 people per day through the cave to averaging more like 250 each day. This weekend should pick up a little bit for labor day, but after that we will continue to decline. I guess that works out well because we are running out of people as well. Nearly all of my friends are now gone. Scott is really the last one here and his last day is on Tuesday. So very soon I will be very much alone here at the windy cave! It continues to be rather strange to live alone in the house that was once inhabited by five of us! I do have some company though, in the form of blue birds in the stove and mice running around in the kitchen. And they are smart mice! They keep managing to eat the food on the traps and not set the traps off! 

I am definitely continuing to enjoy giving tours and my job in general. It is quite different not giving any of the specialty tours, but still exciting to be a park ranger! And I have figured out how to effectively include by Alvin signature discovery story in all three of my tours, which does make things a lot more exciting!

I am hoping to go surveying with Rod again sometime before I leave. Even if we don't find anything as exciting going in again, it would still be very fun to get to survey one last time!

I have not had any particularly abnormal adventures in the last few days. Just the normal sort! My biggest news about something coming up in the future is when I head south to Colorado to join Kristen and Corey in a lovely venture into the "highlands" of Estes Park next weekend for the highland games. Until then, I am pretty much just working every day. But I have no doubt that I will find some interesting adventure diversions along the way!

Yesterday was a very interesting day. We burned 700 acres of the park in a prescribed burn. I have never actually seen a prescribed fire in action before so that was pretty fun. :) After getting off work I spent about three hours moving to various locations around the park to view the fire. It actually burned within just a few feet of the buildings directly across from the visitor center. So the park looks pretty different! It was a very successful burn though, and the park will end up being and looking much more vibrant and healthy come next spring. It really really made me wish that I had my red card! If I had I would have been able to actually help ignite fire on the fire line last night. How exciting would that have been!? Getting my red card is definitely a priority for next summer. I would love to work a fire line at least once! I have included a couple of the pictures I took of that fire yesterday evening.